When you get a strong sense of whether the process of documenting is separating from the creating process itself and standing as an independent work. It just becomes more difficult trying to find something worth documenting.

I began to interpret how the creating process is intertwined and kneaded in life.

The creating process went through many overthrowns and recompositions. Just like my life in recent time, moving around in different places, bouncing on and off, forced to change before even settling. The accustomed timeline was shattered, everything was out of order.

And the creation of this work is the blur portrait of me during this period of time.